I finally found my dream
Her name was Serenity
She brought peace where there was war
Healed our scars and stopped anymore
From scabbing over our hearts;
She was kind and sweet and smart
Freckled and auburn and taught
Us to lay down arms and reap our destiny;
She has saved you if not me,
But she'll be mine for Eternity
OK, so weirdly enough, I had a dream about her the night after I wrote this (not the same night but the following one). And she really does have my freckles and then some - but they look so much nicer on her. She was standing in what looked like my current kitchen and the first thing that caught me about her as she looked at me was she has exactly my eyes in both shape and expression (no small feat because I have 'doll eyes': I own a brown-haired, brown-eyed porcelain doll only because my mom bought it after realizing its eyes look like mine, which uh, they do).
She was about sixteen years old, well-dressed, clean and calm-looking, a few inches taller than I am, and her hair was a perfect cloud of soft long brown spirals. She had my mouth and high cheekbones and this wide and beautiful face, and yeah, that face, it had nothing to do with me, but I think I know who it had something to do with.